Showing posts with label Ego-death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Ego-death. Show all posts

Feb 21, 2013

Shooting the Messenger

The Lovers


I saw this sexy guy at the grocery store yesterday, I caught up with him in produce and shot him in the chest with my iPhone. He's wearing a tight I♥NY t-shirt, and considering the recent Valentine's Day syncs from outer space, I translated it as "Eros is aiming at New York".

Suddenly, I sorta love NY too.
Getting home I note another I♥NY - this time on some sexy boxer shorts. Sort of interesting to see two sexy I♥NY syncs so close together.

This morning, my blog feed delivered two Mercury syncs, back to back, via Littlediggs.com:

"The hut then transforms into a sun drenched haven, opening up to the views of the surf and the distant Mercury Islands". 

1963 Mercury Monterey on the grassy knoll.
Container dwelling in Texas, red X marks the spot.
Two messenger syncs, back to back. And then later in the morning, I see a car blog making a reference to "The Postman Always Rings Twice".

Their love was a flame that destroyed!





"when they met, it was murder!"

Oct 21, 2012

Shark Week

Hey all, just a quick gulp of air and then Ahab is going down for another stab at the whale. I've been hanging out in the octopus' garden for a while now, plumbing the depths of the subconscious.


It sorta all started when the mysterious seals began showing up on the raft in front of my mom's cabin on Hood Canal. They've never done that before, I began to think of them as my "Seal Team" - the surfacing of my subconscious into real life.


Have you seen American Warships? It's the shitty Netflix version of Battleship, yet another alien invasion story, except this time the aliens command stealth submarines that take out the mighty U.S. Navy. On a sync level it makes perfect sense, the aliens are "monsters from the Id", "hiding" in the subconscious. In American Warship, the brave Seal Team discovers the secret of the submarine's "alien" origins.



I watched Disney's 20,000 Leagues Under the Sea last week, with Captain Nemo (no one, no ego) playing the part of the avenging subconscious - the "sea monster". He rams the American warship "Abraham Lincoln". I figured that was a fairly blatant King Kill 33 sync. Nemo sank my ego!


Later, we see that Nemo's secret base is built under mysterious Lincoln Island, or in other words, a murdered president is the secret base of Captain Nemo, or in other words, a murdered ego is the secret base of the Id!


Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson stars in Journey 2: The Mysterious Island, which I like because A) I could watch his pecs bounce all day and B) he was also Mathayus (the Scorpion King) in The Mummy Returns.



As we all know by now, Osiris is the god of the sun, who is murdered by Set (sunset), but who then rises again in the form of Horus - the rising sun/son. Like a physical representation of resurrection, the pyramids represent a "mysterious island" of consciousness, rising above the chaotic sands of the subconscious desert.
After nine days, I let the horse run free,
'Cause the desert had turned to sea.
There were plants and birds, and rocks and things,
There was sand and hills and rings.
The ocean is a desert, with its life underground,
And a perfect disguise above.
Under the cities lies, a heart made of ground,
But the humans will give no love.
"The desert is an ocean with its life underground"
A Horse With No Name ~America




A horse with Nemo.
Back to the pyramids, I decided to watch my favorite Bond film last week: The Spy Who Loved Me. It features pyramids, submarines, Atlantis, Major Triple X and a murderer named "Jaws". We first meet Jaws on the plains of Giza and it's fairly obvious that he is the reincarnation of some dark Egyptian deity.


In the myth of Kamalo and the shark god, Kauhuhu plays the part of the subconscious avenger. As it happens, my copy of Mako Finn arrived a few days ago, and he's a sort of comic book homoerotic protector and avenger of sharks. He comes upon a reincarnated Megalodon. While the scientific name is C. megalodon, it is often informally dubbed the "megatooth shark", "giant white shark" or "monster shark".

Mr. Big Tooth
Megalodon - pointing at...
Now, hmmm. What does this giant, triangular tooth remind me of? Maybe a pyramid, or more precisely, the lost, or broken, cap.

Jake, the Martian fragment
Jules Verne's Mysterious Island was in part inspired by the Swiss Family Robinson, who are "castaways". Osiris was cut up into 14 pieces, and cast away into the Nile. Isis found all the pieces but one. The fourteenth piece, the lost cap, I have a feeling that only Set knows where he tossed it. He, and the BBC. Check the measurement on mega tooth, above.

Jan 23, 2011

The King is Dead

At a banquet of the gods, Seth fooled Osiris into stepping into a coffin, which he promptly shut and cast into the Nile. The coffin was born by the Nile to the delta town of Byblos, where it became enclosed in a tamarisk tree. -Legend of Osiris
A few days ago, I dreamed of death. Jack Nicholson (Nick or Jack's son) chased me through a tesseract house and I escaped by stealing a motorcycle but he tracked me down. I begged him not to kill me, but the Joker did it anyway. That’s when I woke up. I thanked him.

Here in the bleak midwinter, there is death and dying everywhere. Even Arizona, the land of the rising sun/star, has felt the shadow of death upon it.


2010: Vancouver (Winter) Olympics, death of Georgian “slider” Nodar Kumaritashvil


Lion coffin of Princess Di
And I saw another beast coming up out of the earth. And it had two horns like a lamb, and he spoke like a dragon. And it exercises all the authority of the first beast before him, and causes the earth and those dwelling in it to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed.

Will, the Beast. Wildebeest, Wombat. err... whale.


John Eric Hexum - wound to the head.


Working on some drafting this morning, somehow the 144 showed up when I changed dimensions. Hexagram section - coffin section - C section:



The Caesar Section
Jesus said, "When you see one who was not born of woman, fall on your faces and worship. That one is your Father."  Gospel of Thomas
Ides of March - death of Caesar, King Kill ritual.


Waterloo, defeat of Napoleon. Ego Kill ritual.


Lion Hill, Waterloo.


Personal email from a friend in New Scotland


Circle N via “Jack the Lad” hooligan wear.



The New Man: Superman.


The Green Man, he is born again.


A de-coffin-ated beverage. Long live the king.

Notes: Much of this post, especially the N-sync, are based on the work of The Happy Creatures. Royal coffin notes from Newspaceman. Much love to you all.

Sep 2, 2010

Time For the Real Thing?

Var brought home some Classic Cola from Trader Joe’s this week, very unlike him considering his health nut disposition. Later I noticed the TIME stamp on the bottle, my totem number of 14:44.


Coke is Amanita red and white, and also features an S shaped logo. It used to be “The Real Thing”, though now, not so much. Paris Hilton got caught with some coke in her handbag this week. And today, Buffmuscles posts “Have a Coke...”



“Have a Coke” = “Have an entheogen experience”

I dunno... that comes with a lot of baggage. Last time was with Jeff Fairhall in 2004, the amanita tea. Jeff’s gone over the rainbow bridge, from “brain cancer”, AKA drinking way too much tea. A few years ago I almost ate some Panther Caps that were growing like candy in my sister’s yard, but I was told they were deadly poisonous, so didn’t do it. Entheogens aren’t just about ‘symbolic’ ego death anymore. Sometimes they can be the Real Thing.

But honestly, the signs are piling up. I’m thinking that maybe Being wants a powwow... it's time. Timing is everything. I could ask WWJD? but I already know the answer:
Going a little farther, he fell to the ground and prayed that if possible the hour might pass from him. "Abba" he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will." --Mark 14:35-36
Sigh. I wish I knew a cool shaman here in Seattle who could guide me through an Ayahuasca ritual. Anyone want to come to Seattle this fall? We have plenty of room, and the mushrooms practically grow on trees around here. I’m thinking... Equinox, Seattle (Sea Attle... Atlantis) Center, Emerald City, Space Needle, Lake Union, Fremont, tripods, Sci-Fi museum and EMP? Maybe it's time for a PNW Magical Mystery Tour.



Aug 30, 2010

Tracking the Beast


When I posted this pick of Aleister Crowley last week, he was all dressed up in Pharaoh drag and a leopard skin pelt, synching with the 'Beast' and the 'Supercat' theme. Also last week were the Little America’s Cup CATamaran races in New York, with the boats featuring fabulous names like Canaan, Orion, Invictus and Aethon.





A few days ago I was reviewing the pics from my Google campus reconnaissance mission and I had discarded this one previously because there was a big SUV in the way, until I realized that it was an Acura (Masonic compass resonating) with a license plate that features three sixes and the mascot for Washington State University (Wazzoo) - a cougar/mountain lion - The Beast! It’s like the Beastmobile was parked at Google that day. Also recall that the campus is addressed 777, reminding me of...


Big cats prowl all over ancient religious iconography, including the Pharaohs, the Jews (King David, the Lion of Judah), and Dionysus.


Speaking of Big D, my gay blogs have been really pitching in this week, with Gods Amongst Men (ha!) writing a post titled Photoshop Beast that features my own personal Dionysus stand in, bodybuilder Armon Adibi, as a hairy, sexy beast. He even name drops a cat:
“...Tom Katt looked much like this during his very ripped furry stage.”
And then this adorable pic of a black cat being rescued by a sexy firefighter from Buffmuscles.


Being in August/Leo, I suppose all the cat synchs make perfect astrological sense. Putting my Jungian hat on, I’ll suppose that both the Beast and the Whore of Babylon are primitive and powerful archetypes of fertility/creation - symbols of a primal sexuality that go much deeper than romantic love. These are the ego destroying archetypes, and that is why they are so feared by we who live in the ego controlled world. If the Beast is released, it might just cause the end of the world as we know it.

Often times, I feel a bit like the cowardly lion, caged by my own fearful ego. What will it take I wonder, to release the Beast?

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 NUMEROLOGY NOTES:


Beastmobile file was named DSC00440.JPG by my camera.


The Buffmuscles fireman pic file name is 1h044.jpg


Obama is the 44th President, and is also a Leo.


First class stamps are 44 cents.

May 30, 2010

From A to Zombie



One of the odder symptoms of looming Kosmic Konsciousness is the Zombie Apocalypse. This little meme seems to have really struck a nerve, I find little references to the ZA all over the interwebs, in places I would never expect. I suspect that zombies are just another colorful egoic expression of ego-death - they are the “un-dead” aren’t they? Can’t kill what’s already dead, the ego-dead are born again!



I like this shirt: Titanz. with a Z and a Superman diamond AND a thunderbolt! Bodybuilder is Trey Brewer. As in beer. Dionysus.


Here’s a shot of the Zombie Squad on the front lines, defending the ego. Considering that their logo can be read as “ZeuS”, I figure the Id thunderbolt has already struck?

Apr 14, 2010

A Shropshire Lad

“It dawns in Asia, tombstones show/ And Shropshire names are read;/ And the Nile spills his overflow/ Beside the Severn’s dead” --A Shropshire Lad

We walked the dogs around Bellevue Downtown park last Sunday. The park has a strong "Masonic vibe”, being rigidly geometric with a circular canal and many, many obelisks. The “river” begins at a large bowl-like fountain at the top of the park, and splits two ways to flow around either side of the circle, and finally collects in a pond below.


Sunday was warm and sunny and we began our walk from the lower pond, by the parking lot. The local RC boat club had set up camp on the bank, running their model Mississippi towboats around, pushing and pulling little model barges laden with little concrete slabs. I idly wondered if that was how the Egyptians got their giant slabs to the pyramids/tombs/stargates, barging them up the Nile?

We trudged around the path on the right, heading upstream to the fountain at the “headwaters”, and when we got there we saw that the water had been tinted vivid red, as if someone had dumped a vat of red dye into the water, and suddenly it was as if I was looking at the Holy Grail or something?! The river was BLEEDING from the HEAD!


We looked around for a sign or something explaining the water’s vivid coloring that day, but saw none, so we were left to wonder. (Note: pic above is from the internet, NOT from Sunday's walk)

On the day before, I had read that Polish President Lech Kaczynski was killed early Saturday along with his wife, several top military officials, and the head of the national bank when their plane crashed at a western Russian airport (via eLLUMINATI)
"The entire top military brass, including the chief of defense and all the services, were on the plane," said Tomas Valasek, of the Center for European Reform. "If that is true, then you're looking at a situation, in effect, of the DECAPITATION of the military services."
Later on Sunday, a favorite maritime blogger posts news about an antique boat auction, and for some reason I was drawn to this pic of a lovely canoe yawl named Sabrina. Sabrina is the Welsh Goddess of the River Severn in Celtic myth. Sabrina the nymph drowned in the river (how do you drown a mermaid, BTW?) and the river was named after her or vice versa. Sabrina is Latin for Severn. The Severn is the largest and most important river in England, like the Mississippi is to the States, or the Nile is to Egypt.


Great rivers not only represent the lifelines of continents and empires, they represent our own blood in our own bodies, and even the flow of divine Kundalini (serpentine) energy up and down the spinal chord - the main line of the Body Electric. How strange that this Sunday, of all Sundays, I made a special altar and a special prayer to the twin ponds of wisdom that lie not at the top of my head, but at the base of my cock. To me, they represent the House of Id, and you can be sure that the “water of life” was consumed with thanksgiving. No grape juice Communion here, just the Real Thing.

Quite naturally, Id shows me a symbolic representation of my oath - my egoic head is decapitated, and the tugs/barges bring in another ego over the falls. Livingston, I presume?

NOTES:

Theodore, the Holy Tugboat

Mr. Housman, author of “A Shropshire Lad”, was queer.

Sabrina was also the name of “Charlie’s Angel” Kate Jackson, who played the wife of Michael Ontkean in the homoerotic Making Love. See musings on Harry Hamlin, Perseus and Medusa in Clash of the Titans.
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