One of the hottest homoerotic stories I've ever read is 'A Breed Apart', by Morgan Blackthorne. It's a tale of sci-fi/bondage, and it made me blow so hard I can still see the stars. I was sort of freaked the first time I read it because it's a story of forced sexual servitude, imprisonment and humiliation. I hated it. But my cock loved it. Boy, did it EVER love it. I wondered what dark thing was inside of me that would find a story like that soooo hot.
In a nutshell, it's the story of straight Marine Jake, who is sold into slavery by his own government to an alien race. The alien who owns Jake is a 7 foot 5 inch giant muscle stud with a 15 inch dick. The alien makes Jake addicted to alien cum, and genetically engineers Jake to require alien "seed" for food, and ONLY alien seed. How does Jake get fed? You guessed it - he has to suck it out of the alien's cock! The scene where Jake - the straight marine stud - realizes that he wants to suck this dick, he needs to suck it, and sucking the cum out of that big dick becomes the single most important thing in his life at that moment. Fuuuck... that really does something to me.
As it turns out, the alien needs Jake's seed just as much as Jake is made to need the alien's seed. The aliens, thanks to eons of bio-engineering, have become infertile, and yet, vigorous human semen gives them the ability to again reproduce. So Jake is "milked" for his seed, and that's not all bad, as you can well imagine. The hunky marine is certainly a slave, but he's not made to pick cotton in a field or sit in a cubicle all day, he's made to cum! This slave's only requirement is that he experience sexual ecstasy as often and as fully as he is able, because by doing that, he gives the aliens his seed, and that is what they want. In return, Jake is given the benefits of alien bio-engineering: his life-span will grow by thousands of years, he'll become virtually immune to disease or even physical injury, he'll grow taller, more muscular, MUCH better hung - he'll get a complete makeover, he'll be remade into their image.
In the end, Jake willingly surrenders to his alien overlords.
When I first read this story, my mind was filled with ideas of revolt and revenge - I really, really wanted to get even with those alien bastards! But Morgan had done a fine job creating a prison without any loose bars - there wasn't an obvious way out. The weird thing was... I may have wanted a way out, but my cock was very happy there. So I kept going back and re-reading it.
The Bondage/Discipline/Leather scene is iconic in gay culture. The Master/Slave relationship is done so often it's practically become a parody of itself. I have to wonder, what is it that compels a man to give up his freedom? What is so powerful that he'll even give up all the freedoms that society claims are so sacred? Maybe it's sexual ecstasy - and maybe that is the pearl of great price:
Again, the kingdom of heaven is like unto a merchant man, seeking goodly pearls: Who, when he had found one pearl of great price, went and sold all that he had, and bought it. --Matthew 13:45-46
My society tells me that freedom is the highest good. My free will is all that matters, my individuation is holy. My mind, my ego, completely agree, and it fights against any threat to its throne. A view well expressed almost everywhere, but especially in occult teaching:
The whole and sole object of all true magickal training is to become free from every kind of limitation. - Aleister Crowley, Magick in Theory and Practice
It's as if my cock and my mind are at war. The head on my shoulders agrees with Crowley, but the head between my legs wants to submit, and to serve.
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